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A moment of sanity....

Thu Apr 3, 2003, 12:29 PM
I took some time away from life and escaped for a couple days away from life.

It turned out better then expected, i feel in control of my thoughts, my emotions, my feelings. I know it won't last, i don't expect it to but it is nice to feel like this. it's been how long since i have felt this clear in my head, i mean september is how long ago. (i still feel a little wishy washy but we'll ignore that and let me enjoy the peace i have, for however long it chooses to linger)

ive wanted to write an intro for myself for a while but whenever i do, it always feels wrong, never feels like me. which isn't a surprise. while the journal i have up always seems to sum up what i feel so well.

i am not here to get pageviews or be worshipped or petty shit or childish crap some of the people here do. i came to this site to see art, to learn above all else, how to be a better artist myself. to interact with my peers, to see different points of views, to see different points of life. to grow.

i have about 9 months left of school which means i need to start making a demo reel, bleh. heh. so i need to start doing a lot more work and most of all need to figure out what i want to with my life. heh. which would definitely make the demo reel easier to make. ha. ya, interesting times.....

well, its seems whatever neurons were moving have since ceased and whatever was left is just circling some abstract thought about a cookie or choc'lit milk..... drool.

~mind

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  • Current Residence: In between the sheets.
  • Favourite movie: Farscape, its broken in a surreal way
  • Favourite band or musician: Bjork, KMFDM, LOA, NIN
  • Favourite poet or writer: Neil Gaiman and Douglas Adams
  • Operating System: Sticks and Stones
  • Favourite game: Reality or Love, I am a Masochist!
  • Favourite gaming platform: Dancing Neurons
  • Personal Quote: My mind is long since gone.
  • Tools of the Trade: Nikon N65, Cheap scanner, Max 4.2, PS 7, and hopefully Illustrator

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:iconfeotal-chyld:
heheh.

Farscape is fantastic. I'm spending a few months in australia at the moment, and I've just gotten into it here. You have a nice little page here. I like it.

Stark is the coolest.

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:iconnoctemvixen:
Hey it's been a while. Thanks for commenting on my piece. I turned it so it would be a falling feeling. I guess thats why clouds clicked in my head. For a dream look maybe. It's not meant to be so sad but it is. For the flowers I left some faded and not. I thought it was off then felt ok when I erased some stuff. I guess I can't work on love pieces so long. Thanks again.
:iconnoctemvixen:
I hope no tears, sorry. I think it's nice how it is but if you add type I want to see :) (Smile) . And good luck with everything. I hope it goes smoothly.



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:iconmindfrell:
hahah as of 1 pm the only view to my sub was me. i didnt even think that was possible. jeez. i guess that will teach me for just uploading garbage when im in a depressed funk. it was at zero views before i logged on. wowzers. should have screen captured it. damn. oh. i guess ill just go back to my finals and forget about this crap. ill catch up on the 170+ deviations next week.... hopefully. sorry kiddies....

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~To be an artist, a true artist, is a wonderful opportunity, don't squander it begging people to worship you.
:iconnoctemvixen:
lol did you write this in the middle of the night :) (Smile) ? Maybe it's too early for me. I had to read it a couple of times but I get it. I think it's a cool idea. And I like that "people would miss it, which is good." That seems to happen alot :) (Smile) . And YES class is evil. Sooo evil....


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:iconnoctemvixen:
:) (Smile) Thank you for the interesting comment. I was surprised to see you since it's been soooo long. I do agree with you on the teeth thing but the stock photo didn't have that. It was a rushed thing for a contest so I couldn't make him take a picture with fangs. And adding them would make it look soooo cheesy :) (Smile) . I got the blood on the lips, kind of giving the vampire feel. Yes no maybe so??? Ahhh :) (Smile) I will have to make a better vampire piece later on to make up. Oh and thank you for all the compliments, even the one you didn't say lol. It's nice to hear your views again.

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:iconknottyboy:
Thanks for the comments on my mask scat turdely. Hope to see you around.
Knottyboy
:iconnoctemvixen:
ahhh :) (Smile) . It's extremely clean because I wanted a realistic look. I wanted it to look like a murder but be some kinky scene. It's meant to confuse but maybe to much huh :) (Smile) . Thank you for commenting though. I'm actually redoing that picture with a friend but going in a whole different direction. Less confusing and just creepy.

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:iconmindfrell:
BLabbing in here to avoid a gazzillion comments in a row. Heh. Plus i hate changing journals. School is ok. Very very wierd schedual i took. kinda pissed at myself. oh well though. only 9 weeks of it left. advance modelling is different. its a different type of stress for me. hopefully it wont snap me... hehe. i mean nothing does that. well, i shall run. have to TA a saturday class. at 9 am. gr.

~mind

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